Thank you daddy that you taught me,
that every one could be a liar an ignorant
soul if you just ask them to get to know
everything about me.
thank you daddy that you taught me that all friends
are not relieable, so not seen to be friends,
thank you that your hate gave me this material worldless
now i see,
there are just some like diamonds really trustable
just some i can give my live to,
cause the rest is just playing with my
secure life which you wanted to quit every week
with a new beginning.
thank you that i learn to ignore those unkind like
i learned to ignore you every week and year of terror more,
when you followed my steps with hate for my mother,
never for me
just hate to see
you little tiger in a cage of dark being
like a mosquito around every spark i could have seen
in a familiar place.
no just thank you for this that you gave me life although
you just acted like you wanted to take it away from me.